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Im sorry, and ive been a fan since season 1.
spongebob birthday bash, as a long time fan, its great to see cameos/ references. But I cringed so hard during various bits. not happy with it, its like fan service or a meh fan fic turned into reality.
its not even as good as the first spongebob movie.
it wasnt worth watching live. yet another hour of spongebob belonging along with other forgotten specials.

ITS MY OPINION, dont take offense pls.
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2 story parts, 1 update journal.
have a job since may 7th.
june 29 to july 14 vacation.
rare 16 vacation, otherwise weekends and some holidays.
got a debit card, yippee.
heh, impressed with previous journal, 364 views on my rage.
maybe more rage journal entries to occur/ post. none to be ready beforehand.
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pt 12 and 13 posted. job resumes on 15th. sorry if its been too long.
idea: MVA AU. idk, typing down my daydreams, R&M AU... i daydream while working my boring job at a factory.
another series may exist soon. paper and pencil version of future ones dont exist, only on Docs.  
Video games makes for good dustractions for real life, but for how long? new games last for various times.
online vs offline, power outage vs ext. harddrive hiccups. headset wires + electric tape vs new headset with built in mic. price...  
replayability vs make new profile and starting from scratch.
all ideas of a piecemealed childhood and patchwork teenage& adulthood.
great frigging life, i know
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Angry rant: ( maybe half personal details of my life) ( sorry for mistakes)

Sick of getting yelled at by my mother, sick of getting spanked ( been years but happened often enough)
yelled and threatened multiple times...
accidentally had gfs, ghs, like child defense thing, she still wont shut up and brings it up whenever it suits her.
She can go to the damn animal shelter herself, the only 2 differences between there and home is the change of location and different animals.

sick of being yelled at to clean, self-esteem only exist in a dictionary, its so low, for years, apathy towarfs folding towels, folding my own clothes, ( except " special clothes" then " i must hang/ fold properly")
every thrusday, dragging the trash to the curb, a voice half shouting, just about when i turn to go home " a few more feet and wait a few seconds" nearly every time...

my future is in the shitter, no college, no car, very little chance for a job

NEVER FOUND LOVE, not a crush, not puppy love

ugh, getting depressed, but this only way to type it out, no paper trails

i swear, every time home with dogs, burn at least one smelly candle, dump anti dog chemicals on carpet, dump 1/8 bottle of frebreeze on carpet.

If only i could tell younger self, it would be a few pages long, of WHAT NOT TO DO, snd a few what to do ( slight chance of success vs mother)

learn spanish, only drink tap or normal  water, no sweet or salty or anything bad...

Bet still, even with infinite outcomrs, diffrtent variables, im still fucked.


mom, you screwed my life over, you and your god damn pieces of shit daughters

Im fucking pissed, but cant do or say shit... im rebelling internally but extermally im a fucking slave. bored out of my skull, cant fucking complain!!!!!

no friends of much to speak of...

was pissing my pants, thought tonights fuck up with the dog smell mess, WHICH MY NOSE WAS CLOGGED. THE DOGS DIDNT MOVE AFTER I WSLKED THEM. Thought " oh shit, how much bullshit am i honna have taken away once again. how much spplications a day will i have to fake... what indescrible insilts and yelling will i have to endure, ( will i be spanked again)

course, cant self defense, because id fuck myself over even worse...

ps4, my current phone, and DA, main sources of outside info...

gonna play video games at 7am, faking asleep if SHE enters, hoping SHE leaves the house before then

Thanks for reading my pathetic ( part of it) life.
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Even with my few good friends on psn, ive gotten bored of my current games, and looking at this time and again, i shall brave the browser version of Deviantart in order to make it look better. And I'll continue my stories, or at least type the ones that haven't been posted yet, both in notes and in my notebook. Thanks for reading this.
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